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I think I'm about to lose it.

I'm creating problems inside of my head that don't happen to exist. My heart's been beating quickly for no reason, it's like when I get really uncomfortable with crowded trains or when some scary shit is about to happen. And here I am, just about 20mins past 2 in the morning, trying to get a hold on myself when I have another long day later on. I can't sleep. What do I do?

I've actually been googling for what has been happening to me lately, it said I may actually suffer from an anxiety problem. If that is accurate, then it totally explains many of my recent feelings. I don't blame it on the PMS since this feels much worst than how I normally feel on that time of the month. I've been feeling like this for almost three weeks now and it has been pretty constant. I don't think it's depression, that'd be a little extreme, right? How can I have depression? But then again, who knows.

I don't feel like myself lately and this is actually freaking me out. I don't know what to do but I think I may need to ask for help soon.